My toronto dairy

It was on Thursday morning, Nov 27 my flight to Toronto was landing in Pearson airport. Due to heavy cloud cover it got caught in air packets and wobbling around. But I dint feel the shake or even small amount of G-force. I was laughing inside my mind and I could feel some kind of butterflies flying in my stomach. But I enjoyed that feeling. When the cloud cover got disappeared I started seeing the snowy covered roads of Toronto and in the distant I was seeing the CN tower. Suddenly my eyes started gazing the road and were trying to locate the road sign for Brampton from the flight.

After landing I rushed to the door of the flight and was trying to come out as soon as possible to clear the immigration line. After clearing it I went down for the exit door and very close to the door my heart started pumping in exorbitant rate. When I opened the door first time in my life I felt the winter coldness of Canada but my heart was very warm. Then the wait was over and I saw the beauty of my life laughing. She was blushing and laughing and my eyes stopped seeing for a moment and I felt some blankness in my heart and eyes suddenly. Then I felt a rush of blood in my heart and that rush wiped out everything I had and filled with my girl’s laugh and her eyes. I don’t know how to react in that moment. Since, it is the moment of my lifetime. Slowly I regained myself and we started exchanging smiles and words and went to a coffee shop. In the coffee shop I asked her an important question of my life “Do you like me” she said yes but in a way which I cannot forget till my last breadth.

When I suddenly woke up in the early morning of Dec 1 to go to airport to drop off my girl’s sister I felt I wasted some hours in sleeping. So I prepared myself and went to her house and when she opened the door I saw a serene beauty opening the door with twinkling eyes and innocent laughter. The face looked like chirpy squirrel trying to come out from the cozy bed after a good sleep and I could hear a sort of early morning sound of a calm river flowing gently in the forest and I could hear bird’s chirpiness and I felt the freshness of fig leaves in the forest after overnight rain in her face and I could see a morning calm in her smile. I could not have imagined about this day in my life.

On the way back to house from the airport I was enjoying her strides in walk inside the airport and I was silently admiring each step when she walked and the way she was sitting inside the cab. Then after some hours we met again but alone this time. We went to subway for morning breakfast and I was admiring her each and every move she did and I almost felt like I haven’t seen anybody beautiful than this. We reached home again and we spent time talking and laughing but heart of heart I felt like hugging her and to kiss her in her rose petals like lips. But I felt my kiss will make the petals go dry so I thought otherwise.

I wanted to write more but I feel her in my heart, in my hand, in eyes, in ears, in my lips, and in my arms. Thought of her is running very high and I am feeling the blood rush in my heart and I cannot write.

With tears rolling down in my cheeks and with lips drying up and with breath getting heavier I stop my narration with this. Now only words to come to my mind are I LOVE HER THAN MYSELF….I LOVE HER THAN ANYTHING…I LOVE U SOO MUCH...